I did some sketching today.. the first time in a long time. I think I'll start some kind of painting later... I have a shit ton of canvas sheets.

I drew my very own Hermione and Harry.. I need to finish them (among four or five other sketches). And I desperately need to practice drawing textures. It's all very flat looking.. as I usually draw nudes.

Also started Cowboy Bebop {again}. Such a great show.



It is SO warm. I need to get outdoors eventually.


And.. I would be forever grateful if I never saw Kevin again. Please. Please. Please... can they break up?

Mental.

I'm watching the pilot on hulu.

If I didn't know it was going to replace House in a season or two, I could really buy into it.

But, I can also see how House must end. All things must pass...

All and all, I do like it. I think. For now.

WELL.

SUMMER! FINALLY!

Thus far... my tire has completely died... well, sorta. Either way, I'm afraid to drive my car until I get a new one. So.. I'm stranded. I'm missing graduation. It kills my motivation to get a job. And.. to communicate with the outside world.

Wow. Just over a tire.

Meh. One small part of life out of sync and the rest flies up in the air.

So-to fill the time?

*sigh* I've given into the peer pressure of my best friend and have tackled Twilight.

( Brief Twilight Review )
I plan on doing a lot more reading.. especially finishing The Divine Comedy.. this summer.

I will make time for people. Eventually.


Until I have the motivation to finish Twilight... I'll finish watching this nutty show that they replaced Project Runway with. The Fashion Show. I think.

...

Speaking of nutty shows...

LOST. OMG. Ugh.

Then end.

24 is amazing this season. Amazing. I don't care if the acting is only so-so. The plot seems wicked.
American Idol isn't bad, either.


I got a babysitting job this week.
I haven't woken up this early (9 am) since before school ended last month.
Pretty much, I'm exhausted.


Plus, I say good-bye to my teenage years in less than two weeks.
Uhm. Wow.


How did this happen so quickly?

When I got home from work I had a lovely little message on AIM:

aadhkid : hows ur mom because i fucked her to sleep

Or, something along those lines. (I don't even know who this is, btw. Oi.)


On my lunch break I was sitting in a table for two with my Caesar salad and iPod, listening to Rilo Kiley and I wondered if it really was possible to love more than once. Or, love the way you did after the first time fulling knowing the kind of pain that you're setting yourself up for. I suppose this crossed my mind between the sappy lyrics I was listening to and the special I watched last night on TLC- Crazy Sexy Cancer.

Personally, I thought it was a well done documentary on what living with cancer is like for some people. I almost cried when the narrator found out she had twenty-four incurable tumors around her lungs. They were nonthreatening, but incurable and wouldn't be removed (not sure why). She broke down crying saying she was relieved that they were unobtrusive but knowing they would be in her forever was more than she could stand. Then she talked about love and how hard dating would be for her-wondering if she could make a commitment to someone and if anyone would want to make one with her knowing she had this disease.

( Spoiler. )

Before work, I went to visit Kim on her last day before she leaves tomorrow morning. Blah. It was so sad. I didn't cry this time because I only let myself be there for fifteen minutes or so. I can't get what she said last night out of my head, "I thought we [Daria, Kim and myself] would end up in the same place. I can't believe we're not." (Or, you know, something along those lines) In a way, I really do agree with her. I never saw myself without them, but I'm also kind of glad we went our own directions. We're going where we want to be for ourselves and not holding back just so we don't lose our friendships. This will be good for us, especially once we're comfortable in our schools with new friends and we're able to talk about all our new experiences and things like that.


Completely unrelated to anything.. I recommend this game : The Impossible Quiz