Because something wonderful just did! Karma is intense, so... I'm scared haha

ANYWHO.

SOMEBODY GOT $5,000 FOR FALL '09/SPRING '10! :) I am sending wonderful vibrations to Dr. Kogan. He's a great man.



Also, today was the first day we were open for business. Craziness.

Yay, new job. It's working out ok. Except for being 75% covered in bruises. Also, going to bed before 10 PM is doing wonders for my overall crankiness toward my younger siblings.

One guy friend is confusing the *hell* out of me. Uhm. Hello? Your serious, long-time girlfriend. Remember?


I can't wait until August. So many fun things planned :)

Philosophy Major, Religion and Pre-Law Minors.
To be completed by Spring 2011.

I think I'm actually excited?

Definitely looking forward to my meeting on Monday.



In the meanwhile... I passed on the Clearview Cinemas job. Too far away for minimum wage.
However, PetCo interview on Wednesday...

What do you think about: Bridgette, Attorney at Law?

Despite all my wonderful plans for my future.. I can't help but feel myself slipping into a mild slump of life.

These plans?
1. Birthright Israel this winter (or next summer), whichever I'm accepted for, if I'm accepted
2. Studying abroad next spring-anywhere. Probably wherever Jackie decides, if she goes.
3. Plans to update my portfolio and do something artistic this summer
4. Actually get into the dammed BFA program
5. Lots of beach time
6. Lots of reading time
7. Lots of relaxing time

A job, however, not in the plans of yet. I'll tutor or babysit if it comes up, but I really have no desire to work for the corporate machine.


However, all these things makes me exceptionally lazy. I stopped doing pilates. Gained the weight I lost. And lost motivation to do anything to prepare the plans. Oy vey. There must be something wrong with me.


Anyway, it's really been a nice summer so far. Sarah's spent the night and lived through meeting my fam. Hopefully Namer will be stopping by for dinner tomorrow, that'll be fun. I still gotta get plans together to see some other people I'm missing terribly. I think I'll do that now.

( Can't sleep.. so this probably isn't worth reading. )

Taking one from my Little and am signing up for kgb or whatever it is. I passed the test. My killer question was something along the lines of- if the New England Patroits played a particularly muddy game against the Green Bay Packers, how many gallons of water would it take to clean their uniforms?


On another note.

Paper Towns was.. just amazing. I loved every moment of it. Read it. You can't regret it.

Woot, Rilo Kiley icons.

A few anyway... I'm not good at searching for things... I just want Photoshop or something to make my own. Because, you know, mine would be the shit.

I'm reading Dante's The Divine Comedy. Great stuff so far. I'm still in Canto VII, I think, of the Inferno. Very interesting.


ANYWHO.

Last night... was... ABSURD.
 I never have yelled that much in basically a total strangers face before. Let me just tell you... if you're drunk- DO NOT, repeat, DO NOT GET VIOLENT AROUND FRAT BOYS. WHO ARE ALSO DRUNK.

I thought this was common sense. So common that one could remember this while intoxicated. Apparently not.

I seriously thought this girl was going to get killed.

I have never sobered up so fast in my life. From slurred words to complete and serious control.

Anyway. Rush is ovaaa. Associating starts Sunday. Thank the Lord on High. Or whatever people say. I'm just afraid our Pledge Mom is going insane with power and is already intimidating the girls.. and we're going to end up with a ghost line, like half of the other organizations at this school. OH WELL. If not, Phi Sig will be the shit on campus with pretty much the most and best girls around. Word.

I'm about 2.5 seconds from dropping my position. But the way the universe has been working for me.. since... like August.. Whenever I want to feel sorry for myself and be selfish, something happens to people I care about and I have to put myself aside and help them. I don't mind doing that, but I have a feeling that I have a lot of surpressed anger because of that reason. Like, I was crying earlier this week that I can't be pres anymore, and then something pops up where one of my sisters need me, and the best way I can help her is by staying president. I am totally a selfish person. I just hardly get to act on it. Does that make any sense? I don't know.

And every time something has been popping up with the sorority these days-I have vivid dreams about a possibility to solve it. Eh.. or make it worse, but more fun for me. Very strange, because I pretty much have strictly nightmares or.... satisfactory dreams ;)

Other things?

Let's see..

I ALMOST had a job. But I'm not black, so the school won't hire me. So sad.

I missed my first class this week, but for a good cause. But I'm still up on my assignments. Except I lost my planner. And except they closed Calcia (art building) because of a broken steam line or something. Oh fuck... I hope that didn't mess up my projects. Which.. were trying to dry. Ah well. Shit happens. A lot. But, yeah, I didn't get to mix the glaze I'll need for Monday. OH WELL. Maybe I'll wake up early and make it before my 9 AM class. Ha. Yeah, ok.

For my Jewish American Studies class... I'm doing a project on JAPs. Cannot wait. I'm surrounded my excellent material.

Family stuff....
It's fun having my mom on Facebook. And other people in my familia, too.

Dad's in Hong Kong this week, so I feel bad I can't be home to help my mom. She's got Joey to help her with things... so, basically, she's on her own. Sad stuff.

Grandma is moving in eventually. God Bless Momma, she'll need the extra lift in spirit. I love my Grandma, but she's kind of hard to deal with for long periods of time. Mostly because she's absolutely crazy.

UHM.

Namer and I are getting an apartment, we looked at a really nice one not too far from school. We're going back next month to see if they have any idea if they'll have any openings in May. Oh yeah. May. Because 1) I need not to live at home anymore lest I lose my mind, and 2) SUMMER SCHOOL IS FOR ME.

Like I said, I'm never graduating. I still have over four semesters worth of classes to finish my major and minor.




I'm still trying to figure out why I'm such a fuck up of a person. I mean, I know there has to be something up with me. There's no way I can have this much trouble with my close friends jam packed into two WONDERFUL semesters. Seriously. I LOVE crying over my friends going apeshit on me. And, this is how messed up I am, no matter how they treat me, I still think about these people pretty much every day. Like, in the good, friendly way.. like I wonder what they're up to. I wonder who they're crushing on, I hope it's going well, etc etc etc. Lame as shit, I know. OH WELL.

1. LC was very informative and gave me a kick of what I needed. It refocused me to lead my chapter correctly and to help lead toward less social-ness and more philanthropic-ness.

2. I made up with one of my friends who I was having problems with. I knew we would, but we both said things that really hurt each other. We're healing, but we'll be ok.

3. I'm sticking to a healthy diet and reaping some rewards-I just have to get over this nose cold so I can breath and hit the gym like I want.

4. I'm not longing after any guy. I'm happy with me right now.

5. Pottery wheels = fun, but extremely challenging. At least the first time. I only got as far as centering the clay, making it symmetrical and starting to establish the floor and walls. Then it usually breaks in two. I got clay all over me, but so worth it. Plus, next time, I'm bringing a container and harvesting sweet slip lol

6. I'm mostly on top of my work. This week is cutting it close with one of my essays, but I'll be ok.

7. Haven't missed one class or one assignment yet!

8. I'm going home this weekend-the first time since my bdayyy! I'm excitedddd! :)

9. I met my Chapter's Founding Archon-Caryn Hefter Jacquish (and had lunch with her!) and the current Grand Archon, Sandy Grossman.

10. I don't have to try soooo hard to be optimistic these days.


I just thought my journal needed some cheer.


OH!

And Janet Blumetti DelMauro (sp?) (my Tree Founder) helped me with my resume, so maybe I'll get a job! 

24 is amazing this season. Amazing. I don't care if the acting is only so-so. The plot seems wicked.
American Idol isn't bad, either.


I got a babysitting job this week.
I haven't woken up this early (9 am) since before school ended last month.
Pretty much, I'm exhausted.


Plus, I say good-bye to my teenage years in less than two weeks.
Uhm. Wow.


How did this happen so quickly?