Awkward conversation todayyy. Had to be done, though. And more to come. Oy vey.
Anyway, Natalie is a doll.

In other news...
How do these cracked out addicts find love and not me?
Intervention, man... opens my  eyes to all kinds of crazy.

Because something wonderful just did! Karma is intense, so... I'm scared haha

ANYWHO.

SOMEBODY GOT $5,000 FOR FALL '09/SPRING '10! :) I am sending wonderful vibrations to Dr. Kogan. He's a great man.



Also, today was the first day we were open for business. Craziness.

That scholarship would be heavenly, good sir.

My letter made my Mom cry, but she always cries.

(905): so I was like, you know platform 9 3/4? I know something else with those measurements. best. pick up line. ever.

This has been a good week. Eating right. WiiFit for at least 30 minutes a day. A hike today.

I guess I'm getting back on track.

Despite all my wonderful plans for my future.. I can't help but feel myself slipping into a mild slump of life.

These plans?
1. Birthright Israel this winter (or next summer), whichever I'm accepted for, if I'm accepted
2. Studying abroad next spring-anywhere. Probably wherever Jackie decides, if she goes.
3. Plans to update my portfolio and do something artistic this summer
4. Actually get into the dammed BFA program
5. Lots of beach time
6. Lots of reading time
7. Lots of relaxing time

A job, however, not in the plans of yet. I'll tutor or babysit if it comes up, but I really have no desire to work for the corporate machine.


However, all these things makes me exceptionally lazy. I stopped doing pilates. Gained the weight I lost. And lost motivation to do anything to prepare the plans. Oy vey. There must be something wrong with me.


Anyway, it's really been a nice summer so far. Sarah's spent the night and lived through meeting my fam. Hopefully Namer will be stopping by for dinner tomorrow, that'll be fun. I still gotta get plans together to see some other people I'm missing terribly. I think I'll do that now.

Looks like I'm on a book a day this summer.

Nearly finished with Looking for Alaska by John Green. I actually lol'ed quite a bit. And choked up and nearly cried for some of it so far.

See.. I got sidetracked and when going to Border's yesterday. The Mortal Instruments will be read, no problem.

UHM. Six Flags tomorrow. Bringing a book for something to do while waiting on those lines.


I cannot wait for my eye doctor's appointment on Tuesday. I'll be getting prescription sunglasses for the first time ever! So pumped.

1. LC was very informative and gave me a kick of what I needed. It refocused me to lead my chapter correctly and to help lead toward less social-ness and more philanthropic-ness.

2. I made up with one of my friends who I was having problems with. I knew we would, but we both said things that really hurt each other. We're healing, but we'll be ok.

3. I'm sticking to a healthy diet and reaping some rewards-I just have to get over this nose cold so I can breath and hit the gym like I want.

4. I'm not longing after any guy. I'm happy with me right now.

5. Pottery wheels = fun, but extremely challenging. At least the first time. I only got as far as centering the clay, making it symmetrical and starting to establish the floor and walls. Then it usually breaks in two. I got clay all over me, but so worth it. Plus, next time, I'm bringing a container and harvesting sweet slip lol

6. I'm mostly on top of my work. This week is cutting it close with one of my essays, but I'll be ok.

7. Haven't missed one class or one assignment yet!

8. I'm going home this weekend-the first time since my bdayyy! I'm excitedddd! :)

9. I met my Chapter's Founding Archon-Caryn Hefter Jacquish (and had lunch with her!) and the current Grand Archon, Sandy Grossman.

10. I don't have to try soooo hard to be optimistic these days.


I just thought my journal needed some cheer.


OH!

And Janet Blumetti DelMauro (sp?) (my Tree Founder) helped me with my resume, so maybe I'll get a job!