Today in my Ethics class my professor gave us a writing prompt. He said to image we were 90 years old and start with these few words and write the essay.

( When I look back upon my life... )

Well... all I can say is that I wish I was on/around campus. I already miss my Jefferson friends (yes, I did just spend an entire week camping with them. I'm lame) and already feel left out of the fun with my MSU crowd.

Commuting is teh gay. And I didn't even start yet.

Because something wonderful just did! Karma is intense, so... I'm scared haha

ANYWHO.

SOMEBODY GOT $5,000 FOR FALL '09/SPRING '10! :) I am sending wonderful vibrations to Dr. Kogan. He's a great man.



Also, today was the first day we were open for business. Craziness.

That scholarship would be heavenly, good sir.

My letter made my Mom cry, but she always cries.

Philosophy Major, Religion and Pre-Law Minors.
To be completed by Spring 2011.

I think I'm actually excited?

Definitely looking forward to my meeting on Monday.



In the meanwhile... I passed on the Clearview Cinemas job. Too far away for minimum wage.
However, PetCo interview on Wednesday...

Despite all my wonderful plans for my future.. I can't help but feel myself slipping into a mild slump of life.

These plans?
1. Birthright Israel this winter (or next summer), whichever I'm accepted for, if I'm accepted
2. Studying abroad next spring-anywhere. Probably wherever Jackie decides, if she goes.
3. Plans to update my portfolio and do something artistic this summer
4. Actually get into the dammed BFA program
5. Lots of beach time
6. Lots of reading time
7. Lots of relaxing time

A job, however, not in the plans of yet. I'll tutor or babysit if it comes up, but I really have no desire to work for the corporate machine.


However, all these things makes me exceptionally lazy. I stopped doing pilates. Gained the weight I lost. And lost motivation to do anything to prepare the plans. Oy vey. There must be something wrong with me.


Anyway, it's really been a nice summer so far. Sarah's spent the night and lived through meeting my fam. Hopefully Namer will be stopping by for dinner tomorrow, that'll be fun. I still gotta get plans together to see some other people I'm missing terribly. I think I'll do that now.

Summer is so close I can almost taste it.. Finishing this paper and three finals stand in my way.

So. I cannot believe the ways things are unraveling. Honestly.. it's completely absurd. People are simply stupid.


I soooo should be studying for Art History right now.. or at least sleeping so I can in the morning. But my mind is too distracted.

And I can't breathe. Silly swine flu's got me.


I wish I had television to distract me.


P.S.
So hungry right now. Flippin' McDonalds. Ran out of Fruit and Walnut salad my ass!

Ok. Listen. I know what might have happened to you is awful, and I really hope it didn't. Honest, I hope it didn't.

BUT..

If you're going to go absolutely public with your story-people are going to talk. In fact, people have not stopped talking about it since. And I mean everybody. Whether they know you or not.

THEREFORE..

If you find out one particular person said something about the situation that you didn't like-you don't attempt to attack her in a drunken stuper. A lot of people are saying terrible things, and quite frankly, what you heard wasn't even true. I wish more than anything I was not passed out on the couch for this confrontation, you fool.

JUST THINK ABOUT IT..

Maybe, just maybe, bringing your case to the community before the police were finished investigating wasn't the best move. It sort of made it a joke more than anything, and I know it's not. It's potentially deathly serious.

ALSO..

Hiding behind doors is just mad creepy when you pretty much had us kicked out of the building.

Not really sure what else to do now that I'm home for a night.. with no one to randomly talk to or go out to see. It's nice to be home, though. I can't exactly remember when I was here last. It's different, now, though. Grandma has officially moved in.

The semester is almost over, and I'm completely excited about it. I've missed my Jefferson friends so much this past year, and can't wait to see them nearly everyday.. or as much as possible.

I'm hoping to be employed by the Jefferson schools this break. I have an interview to be a Teacher's Aide in the kindergarten on the other side of town Thursday. Starts immediately. Part time. Until they end school this year. I'm hoping that will lead to the Teacher's Aide job I want for the extended school year in Milton School... If I really am not getting certified in college, then this experience will be invaluable when I try to get a job in two years...

Anywho, that's the future. I'm much more about the now. At least.. for now >.>

The weather is beautiful once again and my usual winter depression is melting away. It's... so... nice. I'm feeling happy more than anything else.

I got my first sunburn of the year during my first beach trip. It's just on my back, so sitting is delightful.. NOT. :)

I want much more beach in my life. And a lot less sunblock in my eyes.

And I'd really like to do the things I always say I wanna do over the summer, but never seem to happen.. like GO TO CANADA (but.. passports are a pain the ass.. damn.) ORRRRRRRR road trip! Gas is down since last summer, so I'm crossing my fingers it'll happen. I don't even wanna go far-just an overnight thing at least! Maybe North.. to like Cape Cod. That would be so good. And delicious. Mmmmm lobster.

I just want to spend as much time outside as possible these days. And not to homework. Or go to class. Senioritis.. and I'm only a sophomore. I gotta stop making friends with seniors. They're a bad influence on my work ethic.
 

P.S.
Low flying planes in New York City... really? Dumbest thing I've heard all day.